i dont like how i look right now...

ok...sorry for not updating my news for a while...
yes...i dont feel ok recently...kinda sick...
face and body are swollen...and i am waiting for my check-up...
i dont know what's going on in my body...
i hope it will be fine...and things will turn back to normal...

these days...i couldn't help but think about my future and all my loved ones...
my family...my loving bf and my honeysssssssssss & babesssssssssssssssss...
i am sorry that i am sick and not feeling well for a long while...
i dont wanna make you guys be worry...i dont wanna be the burdens of yours...
i will try hard to make myself be better...
plz tolerate my emotion...and how i look right now...
yes...i look real ugly and swollen now...i hate that...